The world’s an interesting place.

Comprised of intersting individuals with interesting characters.Im afraid that if I elaborate any further I run the risk of allowing the situation to spiral out of control. All I can say at this point is- woah I was disgusted at this interesting individual, turned off,shut down, whatever you choose to call it… I was traumatised. This leads me though, to an interesting thought. When they say that you need to learn to appreciate who you really are and should not try to be someone you’re not, it also means that you need to learn to look at yourself in the mirror every now and then and probably conclude that there are some things about yourself that need to be changed, for your own good and for the greater good of the society. The world does’nt revolve around an individual, we co-exist with other individuals who, positively or not- are interesting idividuals too, and so please please learn to be sensitive and aware about how you might be turning others off through what feels like a normal thing to do,to you-that is.

I shouldn’t have reacted the way I did, that I’ll give to interesting individual X. laughs! But I absolutely had the right to be irritated.

Ties in with what darren shared during cell today though, love is a choice. Choosing to overlook the unlovable and look at the true value that lies in you,me,us. allowing jesus to build his throne in our hearts. Difficult, I must say. But not impossible.

Even at the start of this 7 week break till the next sem, I start worried about how I’d do for my papers. Yup, surrender, I know I need to do it, but I just cant bring myself to, I don’t know if ive effectively been able to surrender, but im sure as hell trying.Then again, it isnt about how hard im trying. It is about who I am directing my efforts at surrendering my future to-soooooo. I know that whatever it turns out to be, his will be done. I just need to move in faithful obedience and trust that He has my best interests at heart.

Uh-hurs. 7 weeks baby. Planned and ready to roll. (;