It feels like im on a hiatus- from what and for whatever reason I have absolutely no idea. It seemed tempting though, tempting to entertain the thought that I could use this time away. While it could be a direct consequence of the issues involving the things and people around me that I love and care for, it could be something else altogether.It’s not like you gifford, to be like this- or is it a part of you that you’ve never cared to look at?

‘But let all who take refuge in you be glad;let them ever sing for joy. spread your protection over them,that those who love your name may rejoice in You. for surely, o lord,you bless the righteous;you surround them with your favour as with a shield.’ V 11-12

My spirit is heavy and burdened o god,but in your presence will I not cast aside all that weighs me down?
For you are greater than any circumstance, so lord will I fight with your strength, and I will go where you lead me.
Even in my darkest hour, my heart will proclaim your faithfulness all day long.
For if it is this i must go through that your will is established in me, then also will my heart rejoice along with it.

this is not for me to carry alone;i rest in the knowledge that you have always remained by my side
so today god, take your rightful place again.

Sinners seek devotion;

The lost become chosen.