shucks. hahahaha. im sure all of us kno how sucky it gets when we all think we’ve reached a certain level in our ability to do or achieve something, only to cross paths with someone else who does it like, ten times better than you? haha.
rahhhhhhhh. that’s like,exactly how I feel right now. not entirely sucky,to say the least. :D right. so here’s how it happened! hahaha. after like,rounds of poker(and drinks) at josh’s place I was like really bored to bits… so I decided to go up t check things out. and there was this dude( I didn’t know anyone up there cept for josh,and that totally sucked.hahaha but what happened next didn’t :D ) who was on the electric guitar( a gretsch model passed down from his uncle) playing some awesome awesome solos. like it was a bloody piano! the effects and everything,it was really well put toget, and shit I felt so shamed. hahaha. but yeah,I really felt like that was where I wanted to be, like this was the standard I wanted to reach at this point.

everytime i see a great band, I just feel like this is where ive wanted to be all my life.
and tho I don’t see the pieces coming toget…
if it was all meant to be I know in due time things will fall into place, and this passion will have an avenue. (:

somehow in my soul’s deepest,I know that all of this was from you.



-whatever it meant, it just didnt come across right.like do you even think? perhaps not!