Sunday, March 04, 2007
I thank god for the word that was shared by dylan at cell today… :D what’s in your heart? pause for just one momment t reflect on that. yeah,just that. hahahaha. where should I begin! for real, there are just too many things that take weight in our hearts today. that’s right,they do not just take up space.[gasp] which brings me to question.its an inevitable fact that in this day, there are like, so many things that fill up spaces in our hearts. and before you know it,they are taking weight. you feel it, you know its there. if you say, god’s in my heart! then awesome! even so,what fraction of it does god reside in?
for many of us, it is an unfortunate(or not,depends on how you look at it) combination of good things and bad. passion and disappointment.success and failures. and with all that takes their places in our hearts, where does god come in? or when does god come in? passion. everything that you are inclined toward and driven by. success,achievements, wants and needs, desires,friends,famlily,even your church mates.there will come a time where all of it will disappoint you. nope, no doubt on that. haha. its sad, you and I agree on that im sure. you feel the pain, like its gonna rip you apart, and you ask,
god, this is it? so all of this was to bring me to this point? shit you’ve gotta be kidding me right?
no.when it comes to the lives of his people, god doesn’t play such lame ass jokes. :D nothing happens at random.
and with that in mind how far are you willing to accept the fact that god is in control of everything that takes place in your life? down to the time where you got caught in the rain, yeah! that was the work of god. so are you still gonna be thankful?
the end of yourself is the beginning of god.
so yeah, you’ve come to the end of the road.this is it? awesome!
my child,now will you let me take my place in your life again?
ive felt lousy, deffinitely.
Ive built my confidence upon things that will never take me through five years, lets not even talk about ten.
Ive made some shitty decisions. but at the end of the day that’s just me,don’t you see?
lousy is not how god feels about you,god wants you to find rest, to find your confidence in him, and heck no, god was not behind your shitty decisions. it was in his plan,yeah. but no, its not in the least bit shitty to him cus you did it so something could be established in you! you did it so something else could be fufilled. You just don’t see it.You just didn’t kno about it.
STORMcity!;
- 3:27 PM