Saturday, February 24, 2007
there are times when I feel like ive had enough,like it was time to let go.
there are times whn everything just doesn’t seem to be working out for me
there are times when deception kicks in and suddenly everything I once held so firmly to becomes elusive
there are times when I feel like its all pointless,id never make the cut anyway.
there are times when the fleeting pleasures I blindly chase after cuts like a knife slowly,but surely,driving into my heart
there are times.
and they force me to think.
what is the real driving force behind my every action?
ive made countless attempts to find acceptance
fought to feel a little less rejected
wanted and needed to feel protected
but each time I returned empty handed.
Insatiable stubborness blinds me from all that I was meant to see
jesus once said that the kingdom of god is within us…and yet some of us do not even care to explore this possibility.
the implications of what he said is simple,and yet for many of us,it is evasive.
all of us,regardless of our situation, ‘have better chances at finding god in the universe within us,rather than the one that surrounds us.’ sometimes we’re all just so distracted by the ‘sights’ and ‘sounds’ of the world that when god chooses to speak,we’re not there to listen.
sometimes we give out so much of ourselves that we eventually realise what remains for the best that god has chosen for you is just a fragment of the bad choices you’ve made in the past.sometimes all we ever needed was to look within us,cus god is not beyond us in that sense, he resides inside of us as long as we allow him to. and each time we look within ourselves and see that god still stands with you, all fear is cast out and you never need to stand in the shadow of satan’s deceit.
listen not to the cacophony of satan’s lies and deceit
but immerse yourself in the symphony of god’s music
hahaha this post is abit emo la. yeah,what can I say tho.
STORMcity!;
- 4:25 AM