Saturday, February 10, 2007
the results have been released at last … :D
prior to that just before the day of release many of us prob freaked out at the reality that the results were coming out in just a day or two… we’ve either attended the JC trials, or been to all the poly openhouses. some of us never really did give a thought to where the post-secondary path you’ve carved out for yourself would lead … some have given it much thought, and after much deliberation you prob alr know what you want for yourself. Im sure tho,that in one way or another all of us have given,in the least bit, a slightest thought to what life after o’s was gonna be for us. if you havent, hey- get on the last train home to reality where you really belong before its too late,for your own good. (:
After much thought I found that my grades added up to quite a decent grade after all… despite the initial disappointments.
Yeah. so its 16 for R4. i previously read it to be 16 for R5. some modules allow you to sub cca in tho,so that would give me a better score of 11. some modules only allow you to minus your cca,so I figure 14 at best? so there you go … retard momment. heh ^^ didn’t qualify for JC.and I thot id done so bloody well when Id actually deserved a lesser score.hahaha.
I expected a better grade for english. perhaps everyone would have expected that… it just didn’t work out the way id wanted it to la. so id have to settle for three. *shrugs* apparently god has pointed the way to poly … so now its just a qtn of which poly to aptly suit the courses im interested in… pray that god shows me the way and clearly directs me acc to the purpose that he has called me to. taking me out of my disappointments god reminded me of this verse in romans 8:28…
‘And we know that in all things god works for the good of those who love him,who have been called according to his purpose’ this verse stuck a chord in me during word encounter,and I felt the need to highlight it then,though not clearly knowing why. Id always thought that this was what I alrd knew! why was there a need to take a closer look at it? why did god bring me to this verse of all things? And so today it has come into full view what god had really wanted to stir up within me by bringing me to this verse. My son,when you read these words, and declare it aloud,as they depart from your lips,how much in your heart do you really believe it? it came at a time where I was feeling disappointed,inferior,afraid perhaps. Id qualify for many many courses including those that id had an interest to pursue! but nothing could change the disappointments that had set in,that I could have done that much better and I didn’t.
even as I was sharing during core group meeting … god pointed out to me that he has been faithful in every phase of my life, in every situation,every circumstance. give thanks in all circumstances! hahaha. now just how many of us can safely say that we are able to do that all the time minus the struggles,the wrestling with the will and what god really wants for us?
god never said give thanks when I have done something good in your life. god asks for us to give thanks in ALL circumstances. including those by which you fail, you stumble, you struggle. including the times where you are hurt,in pain,disappointed,rejected,alone. all circumstances. every day you’re alive,there’s still something to be thankful for.
prior to that just before the day of release many of us prob freaked out at the reality that the results were coming out in just a day or two… we’ve either attended the JC trials, or been to all the poly openhouses. some of us never really did give a thought to where the post-secondary path you’ve carved out for yourself would lead … some have given it much thought, and after much deliberation you prob alr know what you want for yourself. Im sure tho,that in one way or another all of us have given,in the least bit, a slightest thought to what life after o’s was gonna be for us. if you havent, hey- get on the last train home to reality where you really belong before its too late,for your own good. (:
After much thought I found that my grades added up to quite a decent grade after all… despite the initial disappointments.
Yeah. so its 16 for R4. i previously read it to be 16 for R5. some modules allow you to sub cca in tho,so that would give me a better score of 11. some modules only allow you to minus your cca,so I figure 14 at best? so there you go … retard momment. heh ^^ didn’t qualify for JC.and I thot id done so bloody well when Id actually deserved a lesser score.hahaha.
I expected a better grade for english. perhaps everyone would have expected that… it just didn’t work out the way id wanted it to la. so id have to settle for three. *shrugs* apparently god has pointed the way to poly … so now its just a qtn of which poly to aptly suit the courses im interested in… pray that god shows me the way and clearly directs me acc to the purpose that he has called me to. taking me out of my disappointments god reminded me of this verse in romans 8:28…
‘And we know that in all things god works for the good of those who love him,who have been called according to his purpose’ this verse stuck a chord in me during word encounter,and I felt the need to highlight it then,though not clearly knowing why. Id always thought that this was what I alrd knew! why was there a need to take a closer look at it? why did god bring me to this verse of all things? And so today it has come into full view what god had really wanted to stir up within me by bringing me to this verse. My son,when you read these words, and declare it aloud,as they depart from your lips,how much in your heart do you really believe it? it came at a time where I was feeling disappointed,inferior,afraid perhaps. Id qualify for many many courses including those that id had an interest to pursue! but nothing could change the disappointments that had set in,that I could have done that much better and I didn’t.
even as I was sharing during core group meeting … god pointed out to me that he has been faithful in every phase of my life, in every situation,every circumstance. give thanks in all circumstances! hahaha. now just how many of us can safely say that we are able to do that all the time minus the struggles,the wrestling with the will and what god really wants for us?
god never said give thanks when I have done something good in your life. god asks for us to give thanks in ALL circumstances. including those by which you fail, you stumble, you struggle. including the times where you are hurt,in pain,disappointed,rejected,alone. all circumstances. every day you’re alive,there’s still something to be thankful for.
My son,how much do you really believe that I will be faithful as ive always been to you?
so take me as you find me
all my fears and failures
fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender
to those of you who have done well for your o’s … I ask that you thank god for he has blessed you according to the effort that you have in. I felt the need to share what god revealed to me today. its not really about what grades you get, that’s just another external factor,its not about what people think based on the results that you get.thats an inaccurate measure of god’s faithfulness to you. look within yourself, and reflect on how you’ve worked toward this day. and you will realise that god has been ten times more faithful to you thn you deserve. (:
so take me as you find me
all my fears and failures
fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender
to those of you who have done well for your o’s … I ask that you thank god for he has blessed you according to the effort that you have in. I felt the need to share what god revealed to me today. its not really about what grades you get, that’s just another external factor,its not about what people think based on the results that you get.thats an inaccurate measure of god’s faithfulness to you. look within yourself, and reflect on how you’ve worked toward this day. and you will realise that god has been ten times more faithful to you thn you deserve. (:
STORMcity!;
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