Wednesday, January 31, 2007
uber bored today la! hahaha.
my mind's becoming super idle can! i need to readddddddddddd.
andddd. i neeeeeed to gooooo sentooosaaaaa like,really soon! lOls.
all the shit boredom can do to your brain.its just scary la.
heh been thinking about my secondary school life ... all the crazy stuff we'd say and do luhs.
in sec one i came in and the general perception of everybody toward me was that i was this quiet,innocent BOY.
LOL.whateverrr happened to that? (; thats for me to know and you to find out. hahaha.
the truth is... i really never found much to be thankful for in my four years in this school... cus its in us as human beings given our level of intelligence and intellect to compare ... and so ive compared and realised that things could have been so much better... as much as i try to resist that urge in me to go against the flesh,it just takes over sometimes and i find myself asking why things couldnt have turned out differently...then again,who really decides the outcome? god? Myself? Or those around myself?
if any of the above factors had decided to do something differently, how would things change?
how does one find a sense of contentment amidst a world of irreversible realities?
sometimes i feel like ive tried too hard to fit in, when all god has ever wanted for me was to stand out.
the things of this world just seemed too appealing to resist!there will come a time when we will all look back at the things we've done in our lives, the decisions we've made, the things we've said and done, the things that we've so foolishly gone in pursuit of,the cravings and desires we have given up god's best in our lives for...
'seek first his kingdom and his righteousness,and all these things will be added on to you.'
'but thanks be to god,who always leads us in triumphal procession and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of HIM' 2cor 2:14
shalom.
STORMcity!;
- 2:15 PM