Friday, December 22, 2006
damn,i really should go to SICC with Josh,tim and the others again! not forgetting,of course,rich ass darren! :D lols.
for as long as i can remember, family gatherings right around Christmas have not been exactly exciting, to say the least. haha. i really wanted something with more of a bang this christmas.. but sad to say guys .. not much success at even getting the planning underway .. haha. next year man. next yr is going to be really different. [=
was thinking of asking my dad to get me cash instead this christmas .. really could use some right now .. i need to get some bling for the 31 dec ..
haha. you see,i'm part of my church's choir which will be performing on the 31 dec; NY countdown party .. the theme's streetwear;thus the need for some bling bling! im open to ideas for attire .. still deciding ... closing date's on the 23 dec morning! ahahs. today is just really really boring .. hah. been watching some guit and drum solos ... dude,are they on drugs? they're so bloody good.. argh. i havent been able to get inspiration for a good entry .. i really dont kno why..
oh wells!
lm suggested that whenever i talked to her.. id tend to say things that suggest ive always thought she felt the same way about me. seriously, i never thought that way,like very very little has it occured to me to be that way? yeah. for the record tho.. i really dont think it has always been what i thought it was.. id be lying if i said i never doubted. and for some reason its just getting more intense. like lm and lionel have always pointed out, and i too realised, though, serving god is one of my top priorities right now .. ive got more important things to focus on thn just all this. to live in total surrender and trust despite the cirucumstances life throws at you.
chill!:D
STORMcity!;
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